M4ttyB43r
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Post by M4ttyB43r on Jun 14, 2014 21:43:55 GMT -5
Matt watched the blond fall onto his back, and with every passing second of silence, the auburn-haired boy's heart,too, sank. Bundles of nerves filled his stomach, his thoughts going from teasing to near anxiety. His palms were soaked, all in the time it took Mello to smile. The Blond's laugh restarted his heartrate back from a skittering and careening pace to a full beat. Matt smiled, let out a small breath, and a nervous laugh left his mouth. ""Do you really love me, Matt? Or are you just saying that? I don't like to be lied to, you know."I don't want to say that I love you too until I can be sure I won't be hurt..."
Matt edged closer to mello, moving carefully to keep his arms from forgetting how to work. "Have I ever lied to you Mello? ... Aside from the simple white lies I tell you when I say ill be going right to bed. I mean it. You're my best friend, I have never felt this close to anyone before, well.. I haven't really felt this way about anyone, ever." His hand slid to the crook of Mello's neck, running his own thumb against the boys sharp cheekbones. "I don't know if you want to be more than best friends, or whatever we are right now. If you don't, I understand. If you don't feel this way I understand." Matt inwardly cursed, he knew he was babbling on, but what if Mello just wanted to be just friends that kiss every once in a while? Maybe today was just a one time thing, these small and flirtations that could only happened behind closed doors would never happen again. Maybe Mello was just teasing him? Was he only playing along, thinking at first Matt was joking? It hurt his heart, but if Mello wanted to stay friends, Matt would be fine with it. He just hoped that if Mello chose only a friendship with him, he wouldn't feel awkward about today. He dropped his hand and averted his gaze, suddenly feeling like he was on the sun. A deep red nearly as maroon as his hair settled across his cheeks.
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